m too TiReD!! April 22, 2010

For the past few weeks something excessive is happening with me.what is it i don’t know, why is it happening with me is also not known to me…but yes today after the internals got completed i feel relieved and then the next thought that came into my mind is, whether the toll of studies and college work making me too tired…well something just told me yes it is!! Hmmm what to say friends, even when writing this post i feel damm tired but as i m writing for you all i dont feel any tireness. I think this will be last week of college in the 4th semester and i will be going home this week and in deep inside me i feel very happy.Yes there is another factor that is making me tired and uncomfortable is the HEAT of Durgapur ufffffff it is really unbearable….and around our hostel there is kept loads and loads of sand which is making the situation worse! I feel i need to sleep and sleep on my on Mother’s lap where she would place her hands on my head and give a roll over it, belieive me it is just very soothing and i m craving for it like anything.And yes some crazy ideas are coming to my mind and i m doing it also and when doing this i find my self truely MAD. What to do next ? Don’t know friends !! I m too tired to answer this question…